I started this thing hoping that at least I will feel better by dumping my (mental crap) problems on the net. (Will I though?) In any case this apathetic loneliness - this tiring loneliness that won't leave even when I'm surrounded by loved ones or other people - and this void - this emptiness that in its emptiness sucks me up like a black hole - are far too devastanting to be digested in silence.

So here I am.